I did seduce K yesterday. I did not have intercourse with him but I did give him a release. Unfortunately I forgot about myself. Afterwards he did offer to give me a release but it felt forced and I couldn’t get there. In the evening my friend (who lives with me) went to a friend’s house. So I basically invited K to come back over because I was still ready to go. He said “Obviously I feel like I owe you now lol. But we can talk about it later.” I thought maybe that meant that he would come but he then replied with “Noo I’m in bed, I need to sleep.”
It just hurts a bit. No, he doesn’t “owe” me one, he can choose to take care of his wife or not. And when he said “I need to sleep” I was just reminded of how his needs come before mine almost all the time. Even now with the whole River thing his need for sleep comes before her and being patient with her. I know I can be too far on the other side though.
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