Today L (the man who left me a large check when he passed) would have been 75. I have so many emotions running through my body. Last night I was looking for the CDs L had given me. I found them with a picture of B (my ex who had passed away 2 months ago.) I had a long call with B’s girlfriend. I told her what happened with L.

Later in the evening K (my soon to be ex-husband) came over for s**. I am on my period. We had s** and we got into a little disagreement afterwards because I told him I wouldn’t mind getting pregnant. He had all kinds of negative stuff to say about that but I didn’t really care. If I did get pregnant it would be a blessing.