I have been struggling lately. I don’t trust myself and I am struggling to make decisions. I want to write about the past year but reading my journal is difficult. Recalling what happened is difficult. I can’t remember my ex husband’s words. I can’t remember all the details, I don’t trust my memory. The cognitive dissonance is still there.
Instead of moving forward I keep getting caught up watching short videos on my phone. It isn’t helpful. I’m just struggling lately and even the smallest stuff seems so difficult some days.
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