I wanted to call Pastor KN and tell him about the large check, I wanted to ask him what I should be praying regarding K. I wanted to know if the check, and the idea of the check were a gift from God.

But, I’m not supposed to be seeking outside validation. I will only slow my growth by asking others about things I already know.

I asked Pastor KN to pray for discernment for me instead.

There will be a day to share my story with him but today is not it.