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August 4th 2025
“You have searched me, Lord, and you know me.” -Psalm 139:1 Tonight I find comfort in Psalm 139. I find comfort in knowing that God knows me, that God knows my heart. I find comfort in knowing that God knows my hurt. He knows the pain. I so badly wanted to share the hurt tonight…
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August 3rd, 2025
“Too much talk leads to sin. Be sensible and keep your mouth shut.” -Proverbs 10:19 I talk a lot. There is basically nothing I won’t share. I listen a lot too, to other people’s advice. Sometimes I get so much advice it makes my head spin. I allow other people’s ideas, doubts, and insecurities penetrate…
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August 2nd, 2025
“Cast your cares upon the Lord and he will sustain you.” -Psalm 55:22 It’s been over a decade since a stranger handed me that card. I can’t remember what she said, I can’t remember what she looked like. I do remember that act of kindness, the gentle reminder she gave me in a time of…
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August 2nd 2025
“He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me. And he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.” -Matthew 10:37 I stopped going to church with my husband, it didn’t feel right. I thought it was his lying. Standing in that pew next to…
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August 2nd, 2025
I couldn’t save him & I can’t save me. He begged me for a ride. My knee hurt, I didn’t want to drive. I never heard from him again. The guilt. I can’t save me. Only God can. I can forgive everyone but myself. I couldn’t save him & I can’t save my husband. I…
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August 2nd, 2025
God, he’s going to betray me… …let him. God, he’s going to feel bad about what he did… …that’s his problem, not yours. God, I’m going to struggle financially… …No you aren’t. God, what about the children? …TRUST ME Stop thinking about what he is doing. Focus on what you are doing.
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June 29th, 2026
Last night I had an odd dream. My dad was far from home (100s of miles.) His dogs were at his house. In my dream he was on a beach and he called for his dog (a loyal Doberman.) He also had a young Weimaraner. People looked at him like he was crazy as he…
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June 28th, 2026
I think I’m overthinking everything. Overthinking getting sick, overthinking dating, overthinking about caring for the kids and animals. I think I’m wearing myself out with all these thoughts. I know these thoughts aren’t doing me any good but I keep getting pulled into them. Overthinking writing.
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August 2nd 2025
EVEN IF… K takes me for a ride financially and with the children, I know God will provide. I know God will hear my prayers. I will be comforted by God alone. I am not to trust in men, I am to trust in God. I pray that God softens K’s heart. I pray that…
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August 2nd 2025
I feel like I really am about to get a large check. 10% to church right away. Am I supposed to share the rest with him (K)? I am working on swallowing my pride. I will be ok financially either way. I am confident that God will provide, with a lot of money or with…